Simple Past Tense

2012-01-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

我也不知道为什么我会受下 “布丁”, 用西京的话就是像我这种几乎没人性, 毫无同情心

的人居然还会照顾一只猫, 简直就是世界奇观. 布丁是我十五岁众多生日礼物中的一个,

虽然我一直不知道是谁送的. 西京却肯定是老天送我的生日礼物, 要不然为什么布丁会

那么乖的坐在我家门口, 还是在我生日的时候. 大家都知道我不喜欢小动物, 所以我的生

日礼物连个毛绒玩具都没有. 而我居然破天荒的收下了一只真正的猫.

好像只有我感觉到呢, 布丁不是一只普通的猫, 至少对我来说不是. 它好像有什么故事要

告诉我. 在它的眼睛我看到的是那样的波澜不惊, 没有惊恐, 满眼净是祥和, 那个是动物

吗?

父母不喜欢布丁, 但我执意要把它留下来. 他们泑不过我, 也就答应了, 但条件是布丁的

生活费用, 比如猫食啊, 玩具啊, 洗澡液啊的等等. 面对如此勒索般的条件, 我还是毫无怨

言. 因为这个,西京损了我好久, 我也又点怀疑我当时是不是大脑短路了. 总之,

我得出一结论: 天才不傻几次怎能叫天才!?

贫嘴归贫嘴，但布丁来了，它的窝和跟得上我洁癖的生活必需品就得我一一打点。

对于洗发液呀什么的，它可以和我同甘共苦，一起用强生洗得像婴儿香喷喷。但猫食就必须去拜访宠物商店。我家楼下的那家宠物商店已经开了好几年了，我从来都没去过。因为我讨厌动物，所以连带着它们的周边产品也尽量避而远之。但西京喜欢去那扒着玻璃看那些被她形容成无比可爱，被我认定为无比恶心的仓鼠小集团。她不知道在仓鼠的眼里，她贴在玻璃窗上被无限放大的脸庞是多么可观的景色。

最近老听她说宠物商店换了老板，好像很年轻。

“背影就很帅。”西京从来不进宠物商店，隔着那些染色玻璃，她只能看到“帅哥”的大概轮廓。

“那搞不好是背影杀手哦” 布丁在我腿上懒懒的躺在，我一边给它挠痒一边听西京又一次向我灌输她的“背影帅哥论”。

“才不是，那气质都很特别。好想看看真人。”西京眼睛眯成一团，一脸的感慨。

“那你进去啊！”我一直都搞不懂，西京在帅哥面前怎么那么害羞。

“那他问我的宠物怎么办？我最怕撒谎了！”她又在装矜持，少来了，她编故事的本领是前无古人后无来者，要是出书，只怕其它的作家们都要跳海自杀。

“那我和你一起去好了，”我知道她就等着这一句呢，有了布丁，有了我，她就有正大光明看帅哥的理由，可以昂首挺胸地站在我身后，用贪婪地目光一遍一遍的搜刮帅哥的一切信息。但这种自我催眠改变不了我看穿她花痴的本性。

进了店门，头上的铃铛轻轻响了一下，清脆的，很好听。

闻了动物的闷骚味，让我很不舒服，而那个“背影杀手”在听到响声却还是埋头在收银台算他的帐，连个“欢迎光临”都不说让我更不爽。我快步走到他面前，把眼神在大堆美食面间漂浮不定的布丁放在台上。

他抬头的那一瞬间，我就知道，王西京，你没戏了。你的那盘，已经上桌。果不其然，身后听见了很微小，被压抑住的惊呼，那种带着相见恨晚喜悦的惊呼。

去逛过宠物商店我才知道，大家都必须为钱努力，努力，再努力！

“夏达很帅咧！”西京花痴的对着窗外的一片春光无限大发感慨。还时不时不忘把她那爱意蔓延的眼波射向我，搞得我就算没对上她的眼神都一身的鸡皮疙瘩。

“菲菲，你觉得他也喜欢我吗？还是他比较喜欢你耶~~他跟你讲了好多哦”

“哦。”我懒得在她白痴的时候搭理她，埋头算着我为布丁大人付出的血汗钱。那些小得可怜的猫食贵到让我马上想打电话给消协举报这家黑店。但让我真正崩溃的是我居然还自愿掏腰包买了。我总结了下原因：主要是因为我猫迷心窍，想到布丁吃得好点，我之前被冰封在北极圈的爱心突然无限膨大，涨破了冰层，回到我身上，阻碍了我大脑的正常工作。其次，非常非常小的一部分，是因为店长夏达那令唐僧都无地自容的三寸不烂之舌与其相貌其实真的不磕碜的缘故。

“菲菲，你也觉得他很帅吧！是吧！是吧！”

“西京小姐，您淡定点，不就一高个帅哥吗，至于这么神魂颠倒吗？”

“你肯定觉得他帅，要不然像你这种自私鬼加抠门大王怎么会花钱去挨宰。”呦，小妞果真是我闺蜜。但是以她这种花痴的想象力，我只要表露一点我觉得夏达帅的意思，她就会把我们孩子的名字都想好了等着我。

“哎，哎！”我一把把她从窗台上拉下来。“你说自私加抠门什么意思啊！我请你的那些奶茶就给我扣了这么个罪名啊。还有啊，我真的对帅哥没什么兴趣。”

她假装无辜的看着我，“对帅哥没什么兴趣，那你对我有兴趣啊。”

听她这么说，我乐了，这丫真太好玩了，自恋都到这份上，我总得表示一下。

我慢慢地把手绕上她纤细的腰肢，脸一点点的凑上去，故意还把热气都吹到她的脖子里。明显能感觉到她在我怀里颤抖了一下，用手肘想要推开我。我缠得更紧了，干脆整个人都赖在她身上，紧紧地贴着她的耳朵边，用我生平最最妩媚的嗓音说：“妞，姐还真，”我故意停顿了一下，觉着她的呼吸都僵在肺腑里了才接着说；“不好这一口呢~~”

说完我再也撑不住，放开她，笑得倒在床上，笑的那个是前俯后仰，花枝乱颤，上气不接下气，头皮屑和鸡皮疙瘩是雪一样的掉啊。西京愣是呆了有半分钟，才想起来使劲地轮着拳头打我。小样，她下手还真是不客气啊。

2012-01-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

看着她（西京）精神失常的撒泼撒痴，我腾的起来一股怒气，定了神，上去就是一巴掌。她的嚎啕大哭和满腔怨恨都在这一声脆响中戛然而止。觉着手掌一阵阵热热地发麻，我冷冷道：“醒了吗？”
她就那么呆呆地看着我，好像我是一个未解的难题。但她的眼神里渐渐有了恨，一个踉跄，我给她用力推得脊梁骨撞在了墙上。脑袋里嗡嗡的都是她尖锐的咆哮声。
“我恨你！我恨你们！你们他妈的都是坏人！没一个有良心的东西，我呸！为什么要这么对我！欺负我！去死啊！一群婊子养的贱人都去死！”
她一边骂，一边还不闲着把手边的东西天女散花般的甩。
“王西京，你给我听清楚了，没谁欠着你什么，你这样，大家都累了。人都有个底线，有谁受得了你没日没夜，不限时，不限地点的卖疯癫。”

2011-10-06T18:09:00.004+08:00

《晏几道》 ------小苹

小庭明月梨花白

君子弱冠冠名摘

心字罗衣

须臾相思

几许琵琶

以衣轻拭胭脂泪

离人醉

不知几时重

2011-09-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

2011-08-13T22:03:00.001+08:00

做PW我就火大~~~什么CT啊！
GP~~~~
o m g~~~~

2011-07-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

tired tired tired~~~~

2011-07-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

i really dunno, feel kinda lost, where am i really. i just dun understand.

miss 17th, when i knew nothing, so naive, so stupid but just happier.

2011-07-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

na nee!!!!!!!!!

bought some scented candles

2011-07-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

for 11 long years, HARRY POTTER PREMIER has alway (except the last one) been in july, alway hitting around my birthday. FINALLY, THIS YEAR, THE GRAND FINALE! IT'S ON 14 OF JULY!!! OH YEAH!!! OH YEAH!!! but i'm not going to watch it on 14.

going to dress up like one character. would love death eater mask, going to make one

screwed everything except physics coz it was a easy paper.

n FAILED CHINESE, honestly, i really dun like Chinese literature. i just dun hate it. n i hate writing. i would rather write GP essay than do chinese literature question.

DEFINITELY FAILED CHEM

must work hard for promo already, i want to get hwa chong diploma =D

2011-06-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

GP就这样吧~~~最多就T嘛~~~，老天啊！给我PASS吧~~~

2011-06-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

BT ganbate!

2011-06-18T22:07:00.004+08:00

ah ya ah ya so bored!

恍惚间听到一声抽泣，

让我记起小时候的事。

那里有栀子花的香气，

有满树青涩的桃李。

夏天

被风吹起单薄的裙，

盖不住跌破的膝。

可不可以

再

给我几天光阴

回到以前

坐在树下，

听老伯伯再讲一次他的故事。

ha~~ can't rmb the other half...

sth~~~

sth

渐渐繁花入眼，

你从山水中走来。

泫然回首，

他们的脸怎么都好模糊。

紧握的手

放开

才发现我抓住

一直在追

没了畏惧

是谁在叹息

一声

尘埃落定

天，灰得伤，颗颗欲断肠。ah ya, can't rmb~~~i wrote this during lep camp~~

2011-06-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

i dun think it'll make a difference at all, whether i know it or not, but it changes how i feel...haix, no matter, i won't see you that often anyway...

I wonder if i would see you during Dec.

so bored at home alone~~~

did nothing, except cooking and cleaning

Gee, block test is 8 days away...

i better start revising, but i just dun want to study anymore!

2011-06-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

sun burned

fatten by chips and soft drinks

free scrap from mr. sand

super dry eyes (10h of contacts)

epic sentosa outing.

2011-06-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

hahaha....i copy half of this from somewhere (after severe modification), but my teacher didn't realise that...

just i dun like writing emotions along, there must be a story line, must form a picture, and must be lyrics-like.

咖啡的苦涩还陷在房间里，抱枕孤零零的蜷缩在角落。我光着脚，大理石的地板硬硬的发凉。我斜靠在床沿上，让笔笔(my teacher insists on changing this to 缕缕， omg that totally change the whole scene! since when is noon sun ever so soft and gentle? they are sharp and harsh, form solid patches wherever they fall. )阳光从百叶窗后把我涂成斑马。我真觉得自己像个斑马，那天我们一起在动物园看到的斑马，有那么引人注目的条纹，眼神却死了。手机早就变成哑巴，楼下的茶座人声嘈杂，让我误以为是谁在小声呼唤我的名。

今天天气很好，天空纯净，云朵互相推挤，熙熙攘攘的，在嘲笑我的孤单。

镜子里，我的气色很不好，苍白霸占了皮肤第一排的座位。黑眼圈好似烟熏妆一样呈放射状散开。这种颓废的气息让我感到很厌恶。这样消极下去也不能改变什么，我索性发了个简短的简讯给闺蜜，约她到海边看堆沙的小孩和过往的行人。皮肤上附着的泪痕有种腐朽的气味。“啪”的一声打开水龙头，温热的水流，腾空的泡沫，潮湿空气中饱和的青柠香味，一扫颓唐的气息。

出门时看到邻居的绣球花粉嘟嘟的，抱成一团，突然想起我们夕阳落下时一起走过那条喧哗吵闹的街，店外悬空的一盆盆无名白花，紧紧的缩在一起，怪可怜的。你那时会笑我多愁善感，但也会趁人不注意时，摘下一朵，轻轻别在我耳后，那么小心,好像我是一件精致的艺术品。包里有你去小铺里买的铅笔和素描本，里面有你眼中的我和我偷偷拍下你画画时执著的模样。那个时候总以为时间没有尽头，现在知道，时间的确是没有尽头，但我们有。在那里，有我的年少单纯，懵懂无畏，有你的挣扎与坚持，理想与哀思。那个时候坚信梦是牢不可破的，是可以一直暖暖的；也坚信有些人是能终身依偎的，是可以一直默默无声感应的爱下去。　

嘴角上扬的是忧伤却又甜蜜的弧度，一个转身，我没有接着想下去。失恋是颗泡过马丁尼的青橄榄，要经过时间的咀嚼后方发现其清香甘甜。即使心里还是空荡荡的，我也要这些青涩的记忆好好的包裹起来，若干年后，让它沉淀成一坛浓郁的好酒。

海边的人很多，风很大，吹起的沙尘压低了我的帽檐。我和闺蜜只是静静的坐着，偶尔呢哝几句不相干的闲话，我不说，她也不问。我们只看着太阳离海平线越来越近。

“还好吗？”她漫不经心的一句。

“嗯,” 我用手指在沙滩上划出一个又一个圆圈，然后拿出那本素描册。

“要我帮你仍了吗？”

我摇摇头，一页页小心的翻阅，其实他画的并不多，我拍的照片也不多。翻到空白的一页，画上一个笑脸，闺蜜拿过铅笔，又在旁边加上一个。还有那么多页空白等着我去上色，我不能因为前面那些破碎的回忆就放弃我依然珍视的。青春的美好，在于一切都刚刚开始，什么都没有答案；在疯过，爱过，恨过，受伤过之后还能义无反顾，勇往直前的走下去。因为青春的世界永远充满阳光。青春的感情是无私的，纯洁的，它总是让人记忆犹新；它就像初夏的茉莉花，在若干年后，才发现那一缕幽幽清香最让人怀念。

那时候，一句问好就可以博一个心跳；

那时候，一个笑容就可以红一天脸颊。

那时候，微笑是清澈的美好；

那时候，心悸是淡淡的甜蜜。

2011-06-13T14:07:00.002+08:00

I'm recently obsessed with her, Angelababy, strange, few call her by her real name, 杨颖。 she is so pretty...somehow i dun really care about guys...but i'm not lesbian!! just pretty girls are way more attractive.

rumors say she got plastic surgery. BUT SERIOUSLY, which celebrity didn't.

i think she is pretty smart, creating opportunities for herself and able to grab all the good chances. she is definitely more than just a pretty figure, she got good brains too.

made some veg salad just now, taste pretty good.

2011-05-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

A few things i can't understand about girls

1. WHY MUST GO TOILET IN PAIRS!!!

2. taking pictures in the toilet...i did this before, ya. but dun understand why girls like to take pics in toilet.

3. cry in great agony when the korean bands left, i was pretty alarmed when i saw them crying after FTI's concert...hmm...

anyway, holiday finally started, going to swim always everyday...

need to work hard, screwed a lot of tests, (this year's LTs for all sub seemed to be 'remarkably' easy according to the teacher..Gee...block test please dun BLOCK ME leh...)

and need to file in the proposal for PW....i really want to do sth, not just as an A-level subject.

2011-05-25T17:52:00.001+08:00

went to read my classmates' GP post.

XIXI and Yangxi are hilariously entertaining.

2011-05-25T17:45:00.001+08:00

My GP is really screwed, blame tat i'm not really speaking english in school at all.

Really tired...almost no sleep for 2 days...

PW GANBATE!!!

2011-05-22T02:12:00.004+08:00

sometimes i really wonder if i had made the right decision for picking hwa chong.there are just so many high achiever tat i'm losing the clue for where i should stand. Literature is never my passion, and CLL lessons are far far beyond my expectation. it's more like the ominous illusion of this fabricated dream world. Once stepping out, the heat thrusts on me, so suffocating. They always tell us we have very bright futures. yes, it is bright, everyone else is so bright, so dazzling, so unavoidably shining away. it blinds me, like that day of fac outing, when that light beam scanned my eyes, i was lost for a moment. i just couldn't see.

after joining hua cheng, i finally understand what is "the bright it seems, the darker it truly is." i dunno what are hidden behind those smiles. (the fact that i'm writing this when i should be finishing my stupid 2000-words CHINA STUDY essay aghast me. n haunts me too)

GP is a pain, CLL is robbing me of precious times, i am not an art student, i do no appreciate the beauty of hidden lines in the poems, i do not care why they think writing in this ass-hole way is oh my goodness, educated, romantic or to the nonsensical extend of, for the lack of better words, not an ass.

Na, i love CLL actually, it's fun, it's just not fun when we have to memorise, n i always, always, have different interpretations of the poems, articles or anythings. it's not good coz it doesn't match the ANSWER KEY, i never knew literatures are facts too, i tot science are a body of facts. i tot it's a way of civilized understanding and by-products of unnecessary random tots.

need to borrow school blazer, it's so really ugly. just some coincidences, in harry potter, GREEN N SILVER represents Slytherin, RED AND COLD represents Gryffindor. in real life, HC is red and yellow while RI is green and white =D. born rivals.

2011-05-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

妈的，我写了2000多字

2011-05-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

狮子搏兔，亦用全力。

评注：其实狮子不主动吃兔子的嘛。。。非洲兔子是稀有的物种，它抓兔子（其实主要是沙鼠）是给狮子宝宝当玩具的。。。

理解：

狮子只在迫不得已的情况下才捉兔子，因为它抓斑马也是用全力。在花费同样精力时，所以人应该尽可能的找到成功的路，把精力用在最有意义的事上。

正文

旱季时，非洲大草原上的大型草食性动物向水草茂盛的地域迁移，留下肉食性猎食者在荒芜的草原上残喘。没了主食的斑马和羚羊，大体格的非洲狮不得不低头捕捉小动物以果腹。为了生存，为了保存体力，狮子每次都是卯足全力，给予猎物致命一击，争取百发百中。对于猎捕大型动物，狮子从不放松，对于小的亦如此。这种全力以赴的态度让狮子在食物极其贫乏的旱季生存下来。

动物世界的生存定律放在人类社会的成功定律也一样适用。生死存亡，尔虞我诈，无论哪里，生存下来的都是有志者。有许多人，庸庸碌碌的过了一生，凡事都只是马马虎虎，抱着“差不多就好”的心态。结果是一事无成。其实成功也有一条更易懂的定律：A=X+Y+Z A代表成功，X是努力工作，Y代表懂得休息，Z是少说废话。

那如何努力地工作呢？那就是无论什么工作都要全力以赴。世界上的许多成功人士都有高度集中的注意力。比尔盖茨从小就极爱思考，一迷上某事便能全身心投入；爱因斯坦在参加朋友婚礼时也能在嘈杂的环境下冥想。设想花花世界中的诱惑，如果没有过人的自制力怎能做到不被动摇呢？成功就像万花筒里的彩片，一直都在那里，只是世人被秘境般虚幻的镜像迷惑，分不清真真假假。尚不知，无论万花筒如何转动，倘若撇开那些包裹真实的镜像，就能发现在端坐在最中间的成功。有毅力的人却不同，他们如静卧干草丛中的雄狮，虎视眈眈，目不转睛地紧盯着猎物——兔子。纵然兔子的毛色是以假乱真，掩人耳目的驼色，一眨眼就能湮泯在草丛中，但只要狮子全神贯注，它只能看到它的猎物，周身的一切动静都不能干扰它。它静待良机，韬光养晦，厚积薄发，一举扑住兔子。

就在那短短的瞬间里，狮子爆发出它积蓄已久的能量，才能保证百发百中。所以，狮子只在气温较低的黄昏和夜晚捕猎，其余的时间它都蓄精养锐，为下一次出击做好准备。懂得休息，让这位草原之王一代一代的繁衍下去。人的精力亦是有限，因此如何保持自己在做事时活力充沛也是必修课之一。卯足全力冲刺的同时，也应明白善用休息时间，并合理分配。科学巨人爱因斯坦在做研究时，尽管每天任务紧张，仍抽出一定时间散步。他的这种爱好，不单是从兴趣出发，而是为了提高工作效率。用他的原话说：“学习时间是个常数，它的效率却是个变数。”只有维持充沛的精力，保持清醒的头脑，才能在最短的时间里，收获成功的最大值。

成年狮子蓄精养锐期间，鲜少看到它追赶蝴蝶，或是没事在草原上奔驰。他们甚少花费精力在和维持生存无关的事情。无论哪种生物，在地球上的时间都有限，能做的事情也有限。为了有最大的收获，把精力放在自己最有兴趣，最有潜力的事情上才是明智之举。仿佛历史上的成功人士都是工作狂，其实不然。他们比常人更懂得利用时间。如果人生是一场限时的演讲，那当然要少说废话，单刀直入地切入主题，让每一个阶段都简洁却精彩。如果人生是一场正在焚烧的火灾，一个人所能去做的，就是竭尽全力要从这场火灾中去抢救点什么东西出来。如果人生是一张小小画作，我们能做的就是让色彩在这片微小的空间飞腾起来，诠释更深更多的真谛。

结果：重写。。。

2011-05-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

重写的————

圣经上说：“人在最小的事上忠心，在大事上也忠心；在最小的事上不义，在大事上也不义。”

其实小事才是最重要的大事，战场上无小事，每个枝节都能改变战局，生死存亡，尔虞我诈，都和每个细微的决策息息相关。在工作中更没有小事, 因为小事是一面镜子，折射人处事的态度。面试的时候没有哪个考官会盘问你课本上的知识，那是学校的工作，考官注意的是对细枝末节小事的反映。毕竟他们要录取的是个有自己想法的员工，而不是一个会吃饭的移动电脑。所以小事就是窝藏在生活犄角旮旯里的小鬼，看似无关宏旨，却往往在最关键的时刻改变时局，杀个措手不及。

偏偏有许多人就败在这些让人头疼的小鬼手里。比如，在19世纪，法国化学家巴拉尔研究从海藻中提取碘元素晶体。试验的副产品是具一种有刺激性臭味深褐色液体。其实德国化学家李比希在几年前也做过相似的实验，看到过类似的现象。只是李比希凭空断定，认为这褐色液体不过是氯化碘。但巴拉尔却坚持不懈地对液体进行研究，终于发现一种新元素溴。李比希本来已经握住了发现这一新元素的机遇之神的手，但他却想当然地把未知的液体归纳为“氯化碘”，让这大好机会白白从指缝间溜走。

还有许多类似的人，庸庸碌碌的过了一生，凡事都只是马马虎虎，抱着“差不多就好”的心态。结果是一事无成。而那些成功者，在生命战场上的胜利者，无论做什么事都全力以赴，始终有高度集中的注意力和毅力。比尔盖茨从小就极爱思考，一迷上某事便能全身心投入；爱因斯坦在参加朋友婚礼时也能在嘈杂的环境下冥想。设想花花世界中的诱惑，如果没有过人的自制力怎能做到不被动摇呢？成功就像万花筒里的彩片，一直都在那里，只是世人被秘境般虚幻的镜像迷惑，分不清真真假假。尚不知，无论万花筒如何转动，倘若撇开那些包裹真实的镜像，就能发现在端坐在最中间的成功。

有毅力的人却不同，他们如静卧干草丛中的雄狮，虎视眈眈，目不转睛地紧盯着猎物——兔子。纵然兔子的毛色是以假乱真，掩人耳目的驼色，一眨眼就能湮泯在草丛中，但只要狮子全神贯注，它只能看到它的猎物，周身的一切动静都不能干扰它。它静待良机，韬光养晦，厚积薄发，一举扑住兔子。

更有另一类人，始终具有清醒的头脑和敏锐的判断力和洞察力，善于从小事中发现奥妙。英国著名发明家瓦特就是看见烧开的水蒸汽把壶盖冲得不停地跳抖，才发明了造就工业革命历史辉煌的蒸汽机。他从常人司空见惯的现象苦思冥想出奥秘，时时刻刻都不停的思考着。

的确，小事是个小鬼，却也是个调皮的小鬼。他喜欢捉弄那些不仔细，没有毅力和自制力的人，给他们制造麻烦。但对于那些保持清醒敏锐头脑的智者，小事是温顺的孩子，给他们带来的更多的是睿智的启迪与探索。

妈的，写死我了。。

2011-05-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

how much hw am i lagging behind? at least 2 days lessons and 2 week worth of tutorials. GG...not including PI

2011-04-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

又改剧本!还有4天而已····
大家不要哭！

2011-04-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

i love this song =D

it's like you don't understand,
it's like i don't have a chance,
to tell you that
i miss you.
i couldn't say it all that loud,
for i'm with someone else.
but i miss you.
it's getting all inside of me.

i never once regret,
for letting go of your hands
you have shed your tears
but my heart was never changed, oh never changed.

i miss you,
i miss missing you.

i'm missing you
missing the missing you

and here you are
standing in front of me
singing that song i wrote for you

i know you have never forget,
nor that have i ever regret.
all that time.

All the things
i once have said
truthfully.

Truthfully
you know i loved you.
once i loved you.

2011-04-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

其实我早已打包好行李，
但脚步却又迈不出去，
窗外的雨，
是留住我的声音。

兀突的遇见
下着被蒸发了的热
痴迷于雾气后靡丽画皮
原来阳光终会穿透玻璃
留下满地细碎透明

没有温暖
是叹息

2011-04-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

入戏难啊~~~~~
又要改剧本了~~~

2011-03-26T18:35:00.003+08:00

I want to be a part time make-up artist.

Being full time is really demanding.
besides, chemical science or engineering is definitively the area i want to venture. Just love the drawing.

I think i should try Angelina Jolie, her signature look is quite tricky. but, well, it could atrocious if i mess it up.

and i'll do a 60s done by lisa in vogue last year, if, only if i can find the right model. i need someone with big eyes and double eyelids. Having big eyes is the most essential criteria for this look.

i'm going to quit Hua Cheng next year, the make-up is quite bullshit.

2011-03-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

螃蟹！
i still have two 1000 words essay, and two 600 words essay due tomo! hell!
it's like living beside the Apollo temple in turkey!
how to do, i spent the whole day 螃蟹 my AQ and PW!
dun need to sleep already~~~ sad!!!
cry!!!
HW!!!! slack to much~~~unlike sec, i could always chiong at last min, this thing you can't chiong, i research damn lots about GM, statistics and H1N1!!! sian!!!!

2011-03-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

@TF, lol! thanks! but AQ is really a headache.

Founder's day on MONDAY!!! thank god! really, no way i can chiong SIX 600 words essay with 12 chem questions and TWO 1000 words 废话论文 by tmr 7am.
I love Tan Kah Kee!!

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.
by audrey hepburn

。。。。pray for Japan。。。。

2011-03-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

真的很不想做功课~~看到书就烦~~~~GP~~~GP

2011-03-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

幸福的三月, 记得要抓住它的尾巴！
but....

if you want to cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you fear inside, your heart getting colder

yes, i'll show you what real love can do.

if your sky is grey, let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll all go
when the nights are getting colder,
when the days are getting harder for you
i'll always be there, around you
i promiss you i'll never hide

从某个博客听到的歌，只记得这一段歌词
我们真的很幸福
=D

我是辣椒粉！！！辣椒rocks!

2011-03-14T17:09:00.001+08:00

Happy White!
I miss you too! TF!

2011-03-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

there's always this HCI (high school) guy, running every monday, topless with a super short flaming FBT~~~~hmm~~~~Too comfortable in an all boy school i suspect.

anyway, i want to watch some proper basketball matches.

i still dunno how to sing the school song, can't blame me. i can't even read half of it, nor understand more than 40%. i guess only guys from HCI know how to sing. N YOU CAN ONLY HEAR THEM ANYWAY.

Who are you?
my mum told me that her friend's son is in J2 n asked me to say hi to him.
ya right, i've never met him even. Although i knew his existence since like 6 years ago.

Who is penguin? i want to know =D

2011-03-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

chiong HW!!!!

2011-02-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

valentines' is day for flowers,
a day for romance,
a day for confession,
a day for ring,
a day for blah blah blah.
But most importantly,
valentines' is THE DAY for all the sweet, cute, deeply in love couples
to piss all the SINGLES around them.

2011-02-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

Damn, i need to do a 500 words essay on future defence of singapore today.

2011-02-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

黄城夜韵剧组‘2011届
造型部！=D
正式学化妆了哦！加油！苹薇！
每天 4-7点 =D
好辛苦的CCA！但是我就是喜欢=D！
7年前放下的美术热情，我会再次拾起它！！！

2011-02-15T18:49:00.002+08:00

SORE THROAT! HC charges me 360 per months, so they blast air-co full powered!
Resisting the fever, n Christie fell ill too. =C
Hope we all get well soon.
I have hmm 6 scholars in my class. out of 25 ppl.
It doesn't ease my stress at all, when they start mugging the thick Oxford dictionary.
OMG~~~~CMI liao...~~~~
I really need to boost my vocab for GP or really CMI in HC.

2011-02-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

My poem!!!!!
Just some random poem =D. To suit Valentines! in memory of Sir Valentine n his lover.

it's so sweet.
you are too sweet.

add a little less sugar,
for it's not so bitter.
take a little more distance
and those cautious talks.

the palest Umbra
the darkest Lucis
the coldest Flamma
the hottest Glacies

i know i am talking in riddle.
coz it's such a bundle.

for that i know you,
n you know me too.
for that i love you,
do you love me too?

clap * clap* clap*

2011-02-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

procrastination! procrastination! oh dear~~~ i need to read tat crazy chem note. Well, they just changed 6*10^23 to 6.02*10^23. Added zillion particles. or 2 million billion billion, (am i right, too many zeros)

2011-02-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

Screamed, jumped, burned, fell, scratched and tio kicked! (for 2 hour, yes continuously.)

HC OG 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEST CAMPFIRE EVER. how did they get green flame for Athena!! so cool!!!!!!!

2011-02-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

okay, i need to use comp less!
STILLＶＥＲＹHIGH!

2011-02-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

Ｉ　ｍｉｓｓｅｄ　ｗａｒ　ｇａｍｅ！！！！！
ＳＡＤ　ＴＨＩＮＧ：
ＯＮＣＥ　ＩＮ　Ａ　ＬＩＦＥ　ＴＩＭＥ　ＴＨＩＮＧ，　ＵＮＬＥＳＳ　Ｉ　ＲＥＰＥＡＴ　Ｊ１

ＧＯＯＤ　ＴＨＩＮＧ：
Ｉ　ＤＩＤＮＴ　ＧＥＴ　ＳＣＲＡＴＣＨＥＤ　ＯＲ　ＫＩＣＫＥＤ　ＯＲ　ＰＵＮＣＨＥＤ．
ＮＯ　ＳＣＡＲＳ！

ＶＥＲＹ　ＨＩＧＨ　ＮＯＷ，　ＣＨＥＣＫＩＮＧ　ＦＡＣ　ＢＬＯＧ！

ＷＥ　ＬＯＶＥ　❤❤❤❤ＡＲＴＥＲＭＩＳ❤❤❤❤
ＭＦ　ＳＯ　ＣＵＴＥ!!!!!☺☺☺☺☺☺

2011-02-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

Who's gonna win gonna win gonna win?
we're gonna win gonna win gonna win!

Who's gonna win gonna win gonna win?
we're gonna win gonna win gonna win!

Who's gonna win?
we're gonna win!

Who's gonna win?
We're gonna win!

LOVE　ＡＲＴＥＭＩＳ!!　　Ｔｈｅ　ｂｌｕｅ　ｏｎｅｓ！

2011-02-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

What's the most important thing to me?
How far would I go to fight for it?

Nick Vujicic 2008 HK

2011-02-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Art with Salt - Eric Northman (Alexander Skarsgard) True blood portrait ...

2011-01-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

(Sungha Jung) The Day We Met - Sungha Jung

2011-01-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

2011-01-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

typical Japanese HIGH school make up ( so as i observed during my trip).
i got really really bored after finishing one, omg, aren't the girls TIRED of doing these everyday!!! for both eyes!?
i was so tired in fact, i decide to do only one eye with the dramatic make ups.
1. a lot of dark liners
2. light pink undertone, warm orange build on, peach build on, light brown shading, dark brown shading, white high lights, warm orange all over again. WOW! that's a lot of colors!
3. fake lashes and mascara, glued! (oops! dropped, glue again!)
4. under eye, lashes which won't be glued.

O>M>G....Tat's really a lot more more tedious than i've imagined...

the other unfinished eyes
1. yellow + light blue + brown + dark blue

2011-01-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

Swensen's food is quite disgusting really.
Horrible baked rice:
1,the rice is very dry
2, too much i think butter
3, almost no mozzarella( i have no idea, but i just prefer to call it mozartlian cheese.)

Super Horrible Ice cream, they used pickled Mango....HD is still way better n more creamy.

2011-01-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

source from internet

Bella Swan – Bella’s personality in the books is that of a loner; she admittedly did not have many friends in her old hometown of Phoenix – where she lived with her mom, nor does she have many in her new hometown of Forks – where she now lives with her dad. Truthfully, she does not approach anyone herself with friendship until she meets Edward. they are drawn to each other, but in different ways: she is intrigued by his mysterious persona, he simultaneously desires her while at the same time, wants to kill her. She convinces him to give a relationship with her a chance, and they both fall head over heels in love. Within a few months, she is convinced that he is the only guy for her, and she begins a four-book campaign (which takes place over the period of 1 1/2 years) for him to change her into a vampire. During this whole ordeal, she also falls in love with her best friend, werewolf Jacob, and this causes more complications between the three characters. Bella knows that she wants to be with Edwards, as a vampire, yet she also does not want to let Jacob go, not does she want him to stop loving her. Her relationship with Edward puts not only herself in danger numerous times, but also the lives of her high school “friends” (that she usually has to be forced to spend time with), her parents, and the whole city of Seattle. Although she does try to sacrifice herself to save these people at different times, the fact is her selfish decisions have oftentimes put the people she loves in jeopardy. The whole focus of her character throughout the series is to 1) always be with Edward, and 2) to turn into a vampire.

Turn-ons: Bella does seem capable of genuine love, and that fact is clearly shown by her unexpected desire for a child (and the dangerous conditions that comes with that decision) in Breaking Dawn. She also apparently knew that she was destined to be a vampire long before anyone else ever did. Her “power” to block other vampires’ special abilities does save her clan in the end.

Turn-offs: The fact that Bella is so consumed by the love she has for Edward, in a most unhealthy way. When Edward leaves her, she literally stops functioning – she becomes extremely anti-social, stops eating, and literally wastes away pining over him. She takes unnecessary risks with her life, just to see hallucinations of Edward. In the books, Bella describes being away from Edward – even for just one night – as being physically painful for her. She’s also selfish, wanting Jacob to still remain friends with her – even to still love her – although she knows how much doing so hurts him. She wants to be turned into a vampire, no matter what the cost, yet she balks at giving Edward what he wants…at least, until it benefits her. She is obsessive, selfish, dependent, and manipulative.

Hermione Granger – When we first meet Hermione of the Hogwarts Express, she is not a very likable character. She is a bossy, snobbish “know-it-all”, who takes pride in boasting about how much she knows about the wizarding world, even though she has lived as a muggle all her life. Fortunately, we come to find out that this act is just a mask to hide her loneliness, which is evident when Ron teases her unkindly after an incident in Charms class. Eventually, she becomes very good friends with both Ron and Harry, and it is then that we begin to see her personality emerge. Even though she is definitely a “follow the rules” type of girl, we see that part of her personality gradually change, as she makes decisions to break the rules, for the greater good. Her focus throughout the series always remains the same: being the best in her class, helping Harry find ways to defeat Lord Voldemort (while trying to keep him alive in the process), and her important – but vastly changing – relationships with Harry and Ron. And not necessarily in that order. Hermione does have the same issues as most teenage girls do: the conflict of falling in love with your best friend, dealing with the attentions of other boys, dances and the sort. But she also has other issues to deal with: her divided allegiance between the world she was raised in and the world she belongs to; keeping her parents safe in the midst of the trouble in the wizarding world, freeing house-elves from enslavement and taking a stand against the evil that threatens to overtake the wizarding world. Similar to Harry, she has had to deal with love, loss, sacifice, betrayal, and death.

Turn-ons: She’s not afraid to be herself. She puts the safety and well-being of others before herself. As she has matured, she stubbornly accepts that even though she’s “the brightest witch of her age”, she doesn’t always have the answers, and she can occasionally be wrong. She’s patient (especially in matters of love). She’s not impulsive – she thinks things through, which has saved Harry and Ron’s behinds more than a few times.

Turn-offs: She still exhibits part of her bossy, know-it-all attitude. She has a bit of a temper when things don’t go her way. She speaks up to defend others, but will rarely stand up for herself when it comes to things she wants. She is a little obsessed with being the smartest, or always right.

My vote: Yeah, yeah, you knew if was Team Hermione once you began reading my thoughts on Bella. I’m sorry, and I really tried to be fair, but Bella’s unhealthy obsession not only with the first guy she’s ever been in a relationship with, but also of her determination to become a vampire, just doesn’t sit right with me. She’s only 17 years old when she begins making all of these big decisions, and she’s doing them without having experienced life, or anything else. Granted, Hermione has to make some grown-up decisions of her own way before the age of 17, but her issues were on a more global scale; when you compare saving an entire race from enslavement or helping to defeat a tyrant to freaking out because you’re physically a year older than your immortal boyfriend or wanting to end your human life just to be with said boyfriend, the comparisons seem a bit silly, don’t you think?

2011-01-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

i dyed my hair! Mua haha!
I dyed my Fake hair yes!
Argh, my real hair is as black as ever.
Looks quite different from the real me,
my dad was quite shocked i think.

wig is so fun to play with, just i can't do anything to it. Hmm still prefer real hair though.

2011-01-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

I just realised how LAG singapore is when screening films of foreign languages.
Cathay is screening Coursier (paris express) since 13 Jan.
But i had already watched it in DVD form 2 months or so before my french o-level.
N yet now, it's just in the theatre...

Anyway, got bloody red nail polish on for this week, to suit my unusual high spirit.
Going to switch to purple or black with pink dots on sunday.
i'm not going to eat BBQ! i'll stay away from it!

2011-01-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

BIG　BANG!!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-17T06:54:00.002+08:00

Watched Hello Stranger! one of my very rare choose on ASEAN movies.

Honestly speaking, i think it's pretty much a commercial film promoting korea tourism, in somewhat an ironical way. but still i dun wish to visit Korea! of course wont say no if its free.
ya, i dream everyday that korea tourism board will select me as their signboard model and give a free trip! hahahah, na, I dun like korea that much, ex Jang Geun Suk(oh, i think it's a decreasing function now) n Kimchi (differentiation at any point will get u ZERO!).

The storyline is not preciously new, fell into the ancient trend of romance in a foreign country.
I dun really think the movie itself is romantic.
Yes, encountering some stranger in an unknown place is already a romance in disguise ,
n sharing the common culture and language would very much be a bond
plus the freedom n being totally relaxed during a journey.
Of course, it's damn lovely and sweet.

Things Noted:
1. I so regret that i didn't wear T-shirt for my previous trip. IT SNOWED! (i did witness ppl doing tat though, quite crazy.)

2. if i fell in love with a stranger during a trip, i'll make sure it ends before i board the vehicle back.

3. i dun like cold weather still, it makes my nose red

4. i want to go to long beach this new year!

2011-01-17T00:57:00.003+08:00

THIS IS NOT THE LINER MAQUILLAGE I'M LOOKING FOR.

Grabbed some Male model for my cosmetic practices 4h ago.

Things turned out quite weird, apparently.

Too much blinking, but it was fun. without foundation, everything looks weird. But i couldn't possible obtain foundation of every skin tone....

should have brought a blending brush!

Still looking for models. It's weird but, Benjamin will be damn damn good choice! but i think i'll freak the hell out of him if i just ask like "hey, can you be my model for make up?".
Oh, kenny will look good in liners too. i think.

Studied a lot of korean guys pic.

Their make up is quite different from normal girls smokey really.
instead of smudging at the outer corner, n high light at inner. the outer corner is actually thinner and more defined than the inner. Which i realised, will create a sharp and less feminine appearance.

i want to grab nana for practice! BUT she won't let me! sad, maybe i'll grab chengyeeeee!

2011-01-16T02:27:00.000+08:00

YUP YUP! I AM DAMN SELFISH. IT IS NOT LIKE YOU DO NOT KNOW IT.

2011-01-14T14:49:00.003+08:00

新买的可爱耳钉，好像蛋糕一样。戴上也会觉得很开心啊

新装了镜子，柜子上的墙贴花了我半个小时才完成哦！

不过成果还是很值得的，是最近喜欢的韩式风格。

想哪天得空了去买油漆，我驼色的柜子要换颜色了哦！

哦，镜子后面的绿色蒲公英是很早就画好的手绘。我人生中最大的一幅画呢！

几米的风格，只可惜我的柜子把这幅画遮掩了大半，连窥视都不得。

最近天气很冷，让人也变得懒懒的，每天都赖在家里看电影，一部接一部的。

心情也冷冷淡淡的，便把冷清的白炽灯换成橘色的暖灯。房间一下子就温馨了许多。

房间有些小乱，还在收拾中，这本来是我放书桌的地方。

还有复习时再墙上写下OBAMA的 “YES! WE CAN!”。现在不知怎么的洗不掉了。

床梛过来后，在这里放很多柔软的抱枕，冲一杯热可可，懒在这里看书一定很舒服。

2011-01-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

THE o-level PERIOD. Actually i quite miss the intense study plan and revision.
With CLEP, i guess i have to study like that for the next 2 years.

Anyway, i think i didn't do the Bio TYS at all.

2011-01-14T03:43:00.003+08:00

在YouTube 看录像啊，真是惊叹啊！

有些男生真的是精致漂亮。

果然好的化妆技术比整容手术有效的多，也安全的多。

只是就算我是女生，偶尔出门前花半个小时打扮也会觉得累，那些少女系男生还真是有耐心耶。也

很佩服他们的勇气，要无视旁人异样的目光。

除非天生丽质，皮肤，身材，发质都超级好。要不然做美女真的是一件很辛苦的大工程。

2011-01-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

I really hate it when guys take their girlfriends as their properties.

2011-01-13T03:55:00.004+08:00

Cute! but i still think he looks like a girl.
with too fair n smooth the skin, too dark the eye liners

so pretty! ! So so pretty!

2011-01-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

I'll promise you

거기 앉아 울지 말고 내 손을 잡아봐요

당신의 그 모든걸 지켜줄게요

외톨이인 채로 내버려두지 않을래요

그대의 가슴에 내 맘이 닿고 있으니까요

그대 슬픔을 이해하고 싶어요

그 따스함을 전해주고 싶을 뿐

거기 앉아 울지 말고 내 눈을 바라봐요

오래전 기억들도 다 말해봐요

잃어버린것들은 이제 다 지워버려요

언제나 그대만을 위해 여기 서 있을게요

그대 슬픔을 이해하고 싶어요

그 따스함을 전해주고 싶을 뿐 

nice song!

2011-01-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

不要只是坐在那里哭请抓住我的手

我会守护着你和你的所有

再也不会不想让你总是孤孤单单等候

因为你的心里总会有我有我在守护

我想要理解你的悲伤

也想要传递一份温暖

不要只是坐在那里哭请看着我的眼睛

把你久远的记忆都讲出来吧

若有想不起的事情就彻底地忘掉它

无论何时我一定会为你守在这里

我想要理解你的悲伤

也想要传递一份温暖

i will promise you

对你我可以保证我的心

我会守护着你

无论何时我都会

oh~~~一直守护你

2011-01-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

A few things i discovered recently:
1. my new mascara is super water-proof, i cried all the way from Vivo to Dover, n it's so perfectly intact.

2. never cry too much with contact lens on.

3. The Face Shop eyeliner can't last more than 2h.

4. I like the way Jang Geun Suk smiles but dislike the way he looks.

5. Crying on bus and staring outside at night time felt like you are in a movie, which is quite funny.

2011-01-11T04:03:00.002+08:00

Jang Geun Suk(i think it's correct spelling) looks really funny!
and act cute too much!
HAHAHA! so much eyeliners! ar ye````
panda eyes!

Insanity is when u know u hate all these, but u still think he is so freaking adorable!

2011-01-11T03:29:00.004+08:00

I like this photo!
The texture is really nice! and the not-so-obvious difference between hard and soft.
and it's adorable too!

Just read Moni's blog, and there was this "stop day dreaming" phrase. it rang a bell, "ding"!

Just like Nana said:" U r ending your teens leh, if u dun grab the chance now to spicy up, then u will be slowly settling down for wedding liao le."

I laughed, "of course not!"
at least i think not.

Aristotle-the law is reason free from passion.
But love is not!
I have a lifetime to wait, what's the hurry?

2011-01-11T02:59:00.002+08:00

O-level result released!
I'm lucky!

Got a bit better than I'd expected. But still A-MATHS was SHOCKINGLY unbelievably bad.
EXTREMELY PUZZLED as the papers were so easy.

Need to read up on courses to take~~~

Going Hwa Chong i guess, i can apply for CLEP, which GIVES ME 2 bonus points!

I JUST CANNOT EMPHASIS MY PASSION, LOVE OR WHATEVER SUITABLE EMOTION FOR HCJC EVEN FURTHER!

Happy is not just how you feel, it's also how you look =D

2011-01-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

i just can't keep the secret any longer, i really can't!

2011-01-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

~~~Dun feel good~~~
and this isn't all because of O-level.

I'm making Kimchi today.
It's so ironic,
Kimchi for a moody day~~~
Happy when sorrow rules.

I regretted, no i'm regretting still.
It's just i didn't realise then.
But still...
I couldn't possibly change anything now, could I?
I just wish i can.

2011-01-05T01:07:00.004+08:00

Really busy this few days, daytime drained all my energy for my bakery job.
I love baking!
Night, spend that little bit of energy catching up korean dramas, 6 eps a time.
my sleep, my skin!
Argh, i have too much clothes, most of them i dun wear...never did~~~I'm a MONEY WASTER!
HMM, maybe i should have a wardrobe sale or sth haha!
i'm going for the gothic style this week, coz i feel very sad, moody for no reason.

There is just too many different things bothering us, but not all that you have to care. Just leave those alone.

or maybe i'm just too nervously waiting for o-level.
i'm quite sure i'll cry that day, but let it be the tears of fierce joy!

2011-01-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

2011 Registration for H1 and H2 (year 1) Foreign Language classes

1.	Students studying at the Ministry of Education Language Centre in Secondary 4 in 2010 and who are admitted to a Junior College or Millenia Institute in 2011 are eligible to register for the 2011 H1 and H2 French/German/Japanese language classes at the MOELC.
2.	Registration is via the MOELC website homepage at http://www.moelc.moe.edu.sg from Thu 27 Jan - Wed 2 Feb 2011 (registration closes at 5pm sharp). Classes will commence from Mon 7 Feb 2011, 5.30pm to 7.30pm.
3.	Upon successful registration, you will receive an acknowledgement email within 3 working days informing you of the class details.
4.	Please note that students studying French/German/Japanese language in lieu of a Mother Tongue language are NOT automatically assigned a place in the H1/H2 class at the MOELC. They are required to register during the registration period. *H1 students who miss the registration period in 2011 will have to join the 2012 classes.*

so will there be a test?

whatever, just study as if there is a test.

2011-01-02T23:25:00.001+08:00

choco-spoon from prom, tasted too sweet, n refused to melt

小雏菊！大爱！

2010-12-31T01:18:00.002+08:00

新年快乐！

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
LOVE YOU!

玫瑰，玫瑰，我爱你！

玫瑰，玫瑰，我爱你！

2010-12-31T00:40:00.004+08:00

PS FAILED! can't blame me, i dun have the program.
i think i really should use this long holiday to think about...EVERYTHING!
ABOUT my long forgotten passion-art
it's still there, i still feel remarkably happy whenever i pick up a pencil.
it's just.....i no longer dream about studying architecture, or art major.

i want a better camera! and ya, i adore myself very very much! DO NOT CALL ME FAT!
if i have an album, i'll put this as the cover!
ya, i need a good cam! out of nearly 100 photos i took tat day, only 5 satisfied. Saving!!!!
No money to go K-box or movie
I want to go 台湾！

没看过彭于晏的《我在垦丁天气晴！》

但我真的很想去垦丁的沙滩！

其实新加坡的海岸线也很美，要不然也不会每年有大批游客。

可能是已经拥有了的，就忘记了应该珍惜。

好像璀璨的烟火，总是在远处看才最为绚丽。

2010-12-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

情侣戒指呀！

不知道熊熊的还在不在，应该被弄丢了吧 =C！

真的怀恋小时候的时光，长大了好多都变了。

2010-12-29T03:03:00.001+08:00

lovely lovely ring! rosy rosy thing!

2010-12-29T02:36:00.002+08:00

就算披上了头纱，我也不是新娘。

不同的人做了同样的事，大多数会有不同的结果。

怎么办呢？

生活不是公式定理，没有绝对和肯定。

所以呢，不要问太多真理哲学。

自己的想法才是最最最重要的哦！

2010-12-29T02:34:00.001+08:00

阳光呀阳光！
你怎么这么美呢！

2010-12-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

多么好的阳光

2010-12-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

考试复习时收到的爱心饼干，
虽然不是给我的，
但在复习疲倦时
看到可爱的形状还是很开心。

2010-11-22T08:15:00.003+08:00

EPIC e-Sports Convention Preliminaries on 21st November at Colosseum Iluma! It was so so fun!
that was my first ever time participating in any gaming event. HAHA! NO, I DIDN'T PLAY THE GAME, i was just the official there. which means i got to play the comp for free for like half the day =D. but obviously, i couldn't coz i got my job to do ( volunteering job).

It was really a success, YQ is amazing, really wonder how could he find so much time since he is in NS still.

Bascially, we officials have to report at 9, an hour before commencement to public. so natually, i was late. No matter, when i reached there, i realised it was clear male domination. OUT OF LIKE 100 PEOPLE, ONLY 6 GIRLS. Clearly, BLACKSHOT N DOTA N STARCRAFT 2 are guys thing. N the 6 girls, including me, were not playing. Except one who was commentating. From the amount of professional words she used and the fact that she understood what the players were doing, i guess she is a pro too.

Played Starcraft during break time, (dun even ask me why I didn't play S2, i dun have a freaking personal account.) Didn't really play, as in really playing. I always cheat, just BSW and SMTM +_+.
then most ppl would win for sure. But i lost! after clearing the other zerg, i left it there for one hour. Then my cheating didn't even prevent me from being slayed by the protoss. They storm out 3/4 of my bases.
The other one is operation crawl isn't it? i couldn't remember.

2010-11-17T10:46:00.002+08:00

O-LEVEL IS OVER! OH YEAH!

I'M SO HAPPY, NOW ONLY LEFT FRENCH DELF, BUT I'M ONLY TAKING IT NEXT YEAR MAY. =D

GOING TO LEARN GUITAR,
先生! おはようござい!

GOING TO DO A LOT THINGS BEFORE 27TH NOV.

PROM IS ON 22TH, SO I REALLY NEED TO PRACTISE WALKING ON HIGH HEEL ON IT. THINK ABOUT THAT, I WOULD RATHER TAKE O-LEVEL AGAIN.

GOING TO CHINA FROM 27 NOV -25 DEC, TOURING HALF THE COUNTRY OH HAHA...$$$$$$

I'M BECOMING A SHOPAHOLIC.( BY MY STANDARD)

BUT YA I'M SAVING FOR A GOOD BAG FOR MY MUM. SO ONLY BOUGHT A DRESS AND EARRINGS FOR PROM, NO SHOES, NO RING OR NECKLACE. HMM...GOING TO WEAR A MASK, HAHA SO NO ONE KNOW IT'S ME =D

bbq tmr at labrador park.

2010-10-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

I dunno how much longer can i pretend, just pray that dun totally go insane during o-level. The last time i seriously studied was probably 1 months plus ago. It's like inhaling a bottle of pepper but unable to sneeze. And i'll never ever FORGIVE you for forcing me to smell it. (maybe i'll just forget.)

I need to concentrate, i need to clear my mind. But i couldn't, i spent the whole of my prelim 2 EM paper worrying.

HCJC seems more n more unreachable.

2010-09-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

讽刺啊，讽刺

2010-06-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

Life is full of surprises! Be sure about that.

2010-06-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

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Date: Sat, 19 Jun 2010 22:31:04 +0800

Cool! i was sent this email twice! does it mean i would get 2 cars?

Good, you can just send me the bank account and password to this email account.

that's like 1.5 million GBP. well, if you can cut all those paper works and stuff, or do those for me, i'll give you half of it as tips, how about that? or you wish for more? add that 2 cars. I dun like driving much. so you'll have 2 car AND 0.75 million GBP.

So please give me the bank account and password as soon as possible.

2010-06-17T19:31:00.003+08:00

Chalet with chengyee's parents, family actually. Didn't sleep for the whole night. MJ, YP and JS were dota-ing all the way. The food was so nice, i think i really appeared quite greedy (not as the cats though). I ate like more than 20 prawns, half a crab, 1 fat oily black pepper sausage, more than 10 satay, one big pork chop, one fish of the size of my hand, 2 full chicken wings, some vegetable, strawberries and marshmallows =D OPPS, looked back now, i really was greedy. (better not let chengyee's parents see this, i'm a bit short on cash, hahaha)
Chalet is so nice! Love BBQ!!
The morning i ate a lot of junk food, potato chips, chocolate, gain weight but who cares, no one will tell me that i'm fat =D

New LIPSTICKS

2010-06-17T18:55:00.002+08:00

I MUST admit that i was sorta out of my mind when i bought those lipsticks, and almost immediate regretted. I would not use them, i dun like going out with make ups. it's so trouble to wash away. And imagine what some people would say. It's so amusing really, if we do dress up, they think we are going for dates or being total bitchy; if we don't, great, they would comment you from head to toe about how rubbish you look, and you dunno how to dress, dunno how to make up, and blah blah. Demonstrating ways to demolish one's confidences. But now, i dun really care anymore. I HAD ALWAYS BEEN NICE, and never asked why they always come out in pajamas.

That's not the point. i was talking about my lipsticks, maybe going to upload some photo about it. I bought 3, all from ebay, and the color is really different from the picture. I didn't expect that much shimmer. I hate shimmers. So i was finding bright scarlet, neon pink, and a 60's peachy color. ALL shimmer free. IN the end, i got the neon pink with too much white pigment and shimmer, a light peachy brown basically made from nothing but shimmer and beewax. ( that's gross.) and a light purple with a lot of red pigments. It's not scarlet, it's more like a rich maroon (red pigment is only twice the blue. ) AH!! wasted money, i need to save for my canada and french trips, ma mere only pay for the air tickets.

2010-06-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

Watched, or glimpsed Final Destination 4, i dun really like bloody movie without much logic. After all, it's just a boring revolting scene that almost ends with exposing messed up human body part (i would rather watch REAL human body parts.). I would prefer to watch the pacific war with Mon Pere at least it's real for some part. The movie is quite hilarious, i only watched the beginning. I just dun see how a fly tyre is going to crush someone flat. With due forces, it might knock the head off, but NOT THE WHOLE UPPER BODY. Then there's a car falling on this girl. This is most amazing part, just do it the physics way. With knowledge that the racing path was blocked with broken car parts (high resistance) and that it is horizontal, WITHOUT any long, minimum resistance path for acceleration for it raise that high into the air. Because if you look at the curve of its fall, the up thrust force is almost DIRECTLY oppose the gravity to give a short range.
AND WHY WOULD ANYONE WHO IS SANE STOP RIGHT OUTSIDE A COLLAPSING STADIUM, AND SHOW OFF THAT THEY JUST SAW THE DEATH COMING INSTEAD OF RUNNING TO SOMEWHERE FURTHER AND SAFER?
of course, maybe they dun have what we call adrenaline, so that they can immediately "oh, what the ****are you talking about, that's so not possible and blah blah" then got smash by a car. (and others were so stable, standing and looking. THE AIR IS MOBILE.)

AND OH, it's scary, hahahah.

PWNED!

2010-06-02T04:55:00.003+08:00

My chicken pox is healing, a good thing. I really really want to get out of this house now. Can you imagine it, stuck inside a house for 15 days!
Going school this morning. honestly, i should be sleeping right now. i'm just to bored...
re-Read harry potter. =D
Going to collapse due to the home works...chill...hmm 15 days of workload going demolish my weekend probably.
Almost done my Maid cosplay costume. It isn't fancy, well, no money to get so much laces (6 bucks a metre, are they mad!)
Got a FEW SCARS on my face. Timid...it's not tremendously obvious to most ppl, but it's unbearably irritating to me. hope it heals fast, going to eat a lot of fish skin and pig feet. (Q10 Q10!)

2010-06-02T04:52:00.001+08:00

It's not for me to decide, isn't it?
It's never an option.
It's always a statement.

2010-05-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

I thought H1N1 was hell,
then what is chicken pox?

2010-05-18T16:49:00.003+08:00

Chicken Pox!
It's so itchy, and i hope it won't leave any scars. There are a few big ones on my face.
There is one between my eyelashes, which is totally unbearable. I can't apply and med lotion onto it, i can't wash it with anti-ba soap.

I'm going to miss prelim 1 english papers definitely.

ITCHY!!!!!

2010-05-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

A few things to note

1. I had officially completed my LAST performance in my secondary school life. That's a sad thing. I'll miss harp a lot, and the juniors.

2. Daniel Wu just got married one week ago, Congras to him...Anyway, i was OBSESSED with him during this time. But, let's get over it. He is 7 years or so younger than my dad. @_@ My dad is really young anyway.
(you just can't deny that he WAS shockingly handsome. He is nothing near a pretty boy. I hate Japanese and Korean "Cute" guys, they are so freaking girlish. So fair, no muscle, hair too long. EHH....)

3. i'm going to wear maid costume to work at Munchies. =D

4. I need to finish that maid costume project first. (it has been on going for almost 2 years.)

5. I'm not really against guys putting on make-up, I'm really okay with it. But i really really really can't stand guys with mascara or lashes on. I can't stand blusher. I can't stand lipstick or lipgloss.
I'm okay with BLACK nail polish
I'm okay with BLACK eyeliner
I'm okay with BROWN liquid foundation.
I'm okay with BROWN MATTE eyeshadow
I'm okay with Eau de toilette, Eau de cologne, Eau de fraicheur.
That's all.

6 FINALE

COOKIES!

2010-04-18T15:09:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging for so so long.
Because...
I'm OBSESSED with making COOKIES!
Samples available =D.
i pretty much invented my own recipes.
like (Durian topping) chocolate fortune cookie roll.

I melted some chocolate to go with strawberries. but just made too much, left like more than half a bowel...so wasting...

SO
I got out some flour, added the same amount of casting sugar, add half a tea spoon of baking soda (which I'd bought for fun...)

Melted 1/3 of 250g NTUC salted butter

Beat up 2 egg white manually(Need to train for NAFA, or NAPHA or however it is spelled).

Mix everything.

Bake at 190 for 12min.

=D
Tasted good. =D

Anyway, the jap guy who taught me how to make erm..mochi, is called Cookie. I was shocked.
Me "anata wa namae wa?"
Cookie "cookie"
Me" gu gi?"
Cookie "Cookie"
Me O_o "COOKIE ka?"
Me "COO.. Kee...?"

2010-03-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

China Passports are so so troublesome when going other countries. Argh, i'm really considering to change nationality now. It has got nothing to do with loyalty, (anyway, i never really liked chinese government, ya ya i know it's not communism anymore, but so? I used to argue with my grandparents that communism back in the 1950s n 1960s was rather a failure when i was like 9? or 10. Probably that's why i never passed a single SS test back then.) But i love chinese culture, so rich n mysterious, n so much to learn.

It's just the troubles. I can't possible spend 3 whole days running about, queuing up for this and that to apply for a visa which is actually quite costly. Speaking of which, i can't think any country CP holders can enter without a visa, except those visa-upon-arrival countries. Does it mean that China is Cough* not QUITE successful Cough* in international relations or co-operations? Hopeful not.

But thankfully, China is not like North Korea now.

[SS = praise how successful communism had been, n blah blah blah. i think it's sorta brain washing.]

2010-02-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

Lunar new year is over, sad, school coming.
Argh, stupid O-Level, dun care, didn't study at all.
I didn't even finish my homework.
Relaxing -D
Anyway, Dunno if i'm going Japan during march holiday, hopefully yes, but it's going to cost like 2600++, i'm not saving enough for half of the half. I wanna see SAKURA!!!
=D
Inhaled too much carbon monoxide, ehh...imcomplete combustion...they played with ehh, some some light refill fluid or sth.
Head ACHE!!!

ARgh, i'm talking in riddles.

HAH
0% battery left, going auto shut down soon.